Weird Vibe Today

Today had a very weird vibe going on and felt a little different than most days.  I think it some of it was from the fact that we were not going to be doing much farm/outside work and the day turned out to be a pretty nice day.   Since everyone knew the plan ahead of time, I think that also had something to do with it since you knew you'd be inside all day.  Jeremy stopped the lecture a little early and got us outside so we could enjoy the sun a little bit, so I think that helped.  Also knowing that we have tomorrow off and could enjoy some downtime was good.


I think my sense of humor is being lost.  I am being ragged about always sitting in the same place during lectures.  So I've been acting tough about it.  I am not sure that anyone really wants to sit up front, but I may move to a different place just to throw everyone off.  Then again, maybe not.


I need to make sure to keep to a somewhat normal schedule tomorrow and start working on my personal learning plan, and getting ahead on the reading.  I also want to get some of my papers organized as I feel a little disjointed and messy.


I've started to wonder if trying to farm in the U.P. is a little too ambitious for this stage of my life.  I know Dee is a little worried about having to work really hard up there and if there is enough of a market to pull in enough income for us.  Even if I stayed somewhere around here in the country I am worried about finding a job or a farm.  I am also worried about getting financing since my credit will be toast for quite a while now.  I am working on not letting the practical side of myself to worry about that stuff right now.


 This is my field.  There are others like it, but this one is mine.

I won't be planting anything until June, but there will be a few things to do before that to get it ready.  Right now there is a winter Rye that was sown last fall starting to grow.